I,
the word Communion, at one point I got tired of being fetched
and tugged from all sides and I said bluntly: "Without love I am
nothing" (1 Cor 13). I was used in every way: Communion against the
Hierarchy, which has responded by creating the curious oxymoron
"hierarchical communion". Someone has even founded a magazine with
my name (Communio), to terminate the union with another
journal (Concilium) which aligned itself just to that Council
that has put in vogue the concept of communion.
Within the consecrated religious life I have been used to break the
monopoly of the command, and sometimes the communion of the
Superiors men and women, in favor of a more distribution of
competence, with varying results. At one point I was considered the
central ecclesiological category of Vatican II, in competition and
corrective of the other no less farfetched category "People of God."
And so it was believed to resume the path of ecclesiology in the
expression: "by the Church as a hierarchy to a Church as communion."
I had the impression of being used in times of crisis, such as
emergency exit. In practice, the ideal of unity, of being formed
all the same, has been replaced by the ideal of diversity as a
richness that comes from above, not to repress, but to do converge.
Unity in difference: here is a great program. Which is easier said
than done.
I do not think however that it was not useful in various fields of
theology and ecclesial practice. Far from it! I do not want to
commit suicide, nor mutilate the undoubted progress made in my name,
but I want to put some in order not to be illegal cited or to be the
cause of an inflation that would take away to me the reliable
authority that not fatuous things deserve.
Here I limit myself to the field of consecrated life.
Use and Abuse of the word
One of the areas where the consecrated life has more worked was that
of the community, where I was used in a considerable extent, to
endorse values
hitherto
alien to much of traditional religious life: dialogue in the
exercise of authority, respect for person and his responsibility,
active participation in decisions. Values
that
have to humanize our coexistence.
I realized, though, and soon, that in my name two objectives, very
different, are pursuing: the "beautiful souls" sincerely wanted the
growth of the community, while the "realists" wanted to subtly
promote a greater personal freedom. Of course, others, in an
unconscious manner, mingled the two objectives, increasing the
confusion.
Here I saw that it was the presence or the absence of the charity
which distinguished the use or the misuse of my name. Communion
without charity can be reduced to organization, to "social
engineering", a technique of human relations. Communion with
charity, it means intimate relationship with God. He pours out his
love into the hearts of believers and makes possible a new
community, even a new humanity, where you approach to the ideal of
brotherhood, ideal always dreamed of and rarely achieved. For I,
Communion, am "Daughter of Charity," I’m built by the charity,
I’m kept alive by the charity. "Without love I am nothing."
Communion and fraternal life
Sometimes I was tempted to say, especially to those who in my name
promoted the self-realization: "Do not name my name in vain." Their
program seems to weaken the authority in the name of the communion,
and then dissolve it in the name of respect for human person, to end
by exalting the self, and disguised as legitimate and desirable our
self-realization. Other times I said the same thing, when the
authority used my name to "be in communion with me", that is, obey
without debating so much. But I do not want to grow old grumbling,
even though the moment I will set aside will be a sad moment,
because it represents a return to authoritarianism, justified by the
reaction to the anarchy.
I want to remain young talking about love and spreading charity as
fundamental reality. The only obedience don’t built me, if there
isn’t the primacy of charity in the one that commands and who
obeys. Charity pushes to go out by himself, to make available to
others. It is the necessary exodus to build the fraternity that is
the finest accomplishment to which I tend.
Daughter of charity, I produce fraternity. The great Augustine has
understood better than others my genealogy and my posterity: "Do you
want to know where you are with your spiritual journey? Consider
yourself advanced to the extent that you prefer things common to
yours." Love makes you prefer the construction of the communion
which generates fraternal life.
And today?
Today the situation, at least here, has changed. The communities are
reduced, the work multiplies, reduces the time for the community,
the fraternity seems a luxury, the communion is primarily used to
indicate the Eucharistic communion. Which, in fact, has much to do
with me.
Yet, I see me rediscovered, at least as a necessity and desire, by
the community of older people who would love to feel a greater
warmth of brotherhood. But often you collect what you have sown, at
least collectively. If you cared fraternal life, you can expect to
find fellowship. If you think that it is an utopia,
you collect empty wind. Who believed in me and was grown me,
will be able to give and receive attention, to be recognized and to
feel an oasis in frequent desert. Those who sow communion will reap
fellowship. He who sows himself, will collect the little that he
has. The grain of wheat that dies in the name of charity gives much
fruit of the fraternity. The grain of wheat that wants to be
successful, aging lonely and sad.
I find it hard to build me! What is a joy on the other hand to
those who built me, throwing the seeds of our own being, often in
tears, but supported by the force of charity, which creates the
future and makes brighter every sunset.
Pier
Giordano Cabra csf
Via Piamarta, 6 - 25121 Brescia