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day little Placido received a communication from a figure draped in
meditation, who instructed him about the inner life. "The interior Life
- he said - is a life which is interior." The small Plácido quickly
informs the father Teacher about the sensational revelation that would
upset all the monasteries and the whole of Christendom, wondering
whether it would be suitable to warn the Holy Father. Our young monk
reveals us through his "amazing discovery" that our inner dwelling is
not a static reality, motionless, but vital. This is the first pillar on
which we can build the place of our inner consciousness, to know that
within us lives a life.
Life is a difficult word to explain. The Card.
Tomas Spidlik proposes this definition: "we spontaneously consider alive
a thing that moves by itself, which has the principle of internal
movement and, therefore by moving develops itself. We also hope that
this development is systematic and harmonious."
These words allow us to get other "pillars" on which
to build the house of conscience. First, the dynamism, the
internal movement: in order to have life, it is necessary to
overcome staticitty, because in every life there is always a constant
growth, development. I remember a priest who told me about his suffering
when asking tho his elderly parishioners how they were doing, they
answered him, "we just survive." Even more painful is thinking about
religious communities who speak of their "routine." These words provide
a picture of life like a succession of instants to capture and to keep,
where is more important to survive rather than to live. This is
fundamentally anti-Christian. Our vocation is, in fact, a call to life
and must be understood within a dynamic meaning, an invitation to
growth, to development: Jesus came to bring life in abundance (cf. Gv10,
10).
We are invited to reflect on our lives and to ask for
if life is really there. The risk, in fact, is the reduction of life,
including the spiritual experience, to a ritual, a repetition of
gestures that have no meaning; another potential risk is to harden in
front of what does not correspond to our desires and to feel so
disappointed, already without life, like "Dead Souls" fully or in part,
because unhappy and embittered, unable to hope in themselves and in
others or, still worse, in God.
An invitation of the Gospel tells us about the
possibility of loss of life even for those who seek the Lord: "Let the
dead bury their dead," Jesus said to the man who asked to go to the
funeral of his father before following Him (Lk 9.59).
The dwelling and its laws
If the interior dwelling is where life is born and
grows and if this development wants to be comprehensive and balanced,
which means that this construction can be conceived in subjective terms,
but must comply with certain laws. In our era characterized by
syncretism, very diverse experiences, -psychological, religious,
physical well-being- can be placed next to each other without appearing
contradictory. For Christians, in the contrary, the interior life is
Life, if it corresponds to well defined criteria which are external to
the person who lives them. This is life if it puts the person in
relationship to the one who is Life.
The shelter of the conscience is the place where God
dwells, and not all experiences are suitable to prepare the place where
He can come to dwell among us (cf. Jn 14:23). The dwelling is not built
in a spontaneous and superficial way, therefore, requires the ability to
go against contemporary reductionism. This phenomenon matches the
interior life with the psycological life; then, of this part only
considers the more primitive and inconsistent functions, epidermal
emotions, feelings of well-being which place on the same level a prayer
experience and a relaxing gymnastics session, the reading the Bible and
the text of some indian "guru".
The shelter of the conscience is built wherever the
psycological dimension is enlightened by the light received in Baptism.
It lives within us and if we allow, it can inform all our life, guiding
our choices, our feelings, and reflections and all the psychological
capacities that can be exploited for the purpose for which we build the
shelter: the encounter with God.
Intimate and deep relationship
The shelter of the conscience is, therefore, the
laboratory where one learns the relationship life in the true and deep
sense of the word, namely is the vertex at which ties converge: Love. It
is not meditation in which many of our contemporaries delight, is not
the prayer recited with lips, but not touching the heart, nor is
theological reflection, which sometimes can be reduced to a set of
theoretical discourse. What makes our interior life is rather a life in
where relationships forms, one creates a link, one can capture the
golden thread of love, capable of holding all the realities. The shelter
of the conscience is the area where the ties are woven, in which our
mind learns to integrate the various dimensions of existence, giving
them a sense, taking on a meaning that is always the same and at the
same time, always different: the love of God given to man.
The shelter of the conscience is the place of the
relationship, but the meetings that take place in it must have two
characteristics: intimacy and depth. A mature conscience, in
fact, presupposes the capacity of a real encounter with the other and,
therefore, presence of a Self that has overcome the primitive modes of
relationship, based on instant gratification and instrumental
relationship, which uses the other -even if often unconsciously- for his
own purposes. This conscience tends to find a true encounter as a
welcome gift of self-forgetfulness and generous availability. The links
created by an interior person have the characteristic of intimacy,
namely the ability to stay in front of the Other / other as he is,
without the need to defend or protect oneself, or wear a mask in order
appear different.
A workshop of symbols
Finally, the interior dwelling is a laboratory where
Reality can be read in a symbolic way. For the interior man, who keeps
strong the relationship with God and with others, -in a particular way
around the cosmos and history-, everything becomes a symbol that unites
reality, held together the visible and invisible and manifests presence
of the invisible in the visible. For this reason the interior man is
like the bride seeing the footsteps of the groom all around. The
vocation of man to the relationship, to love, is given to a creature in
a world where it is necessary to create a link. The interior dwelling is
therefore a place where to restore a good relationship with the cosmos:
firstly through a respectful attitude towards nature, where man does not
present himself as the one who uses and exploits, but as someone that
accepts and cares. The cosmos, however, is a gift that God gave to His
creature, and becomes especially valuable because it speaks of the donor
from whom we have received.
Te interior life is the life we continually connect
to the gift received from the person who gave it to us, in a game of
continual reference: for the interior man all things are reminders of a
Love from where everything originates.
The interior life becomes the space where the person
carries out his royal ministry, responding to the call to include the
universe created in the spiritual world, to create the link between the
visible and invisible, because, as Gregory Nazianzen says, all the
universe, visible and invisible, "is filled with the glory of God,
because everything belongs to God." The interior life is also the place
where prophecy is expressed. The symbolic power, animated by the Holy
Spirit also transforms the way we interpret history: not configured
anymore like a series of events, but as a reality crossed by the
Mystery, in which personal and collective histories are interpreted in
the light of Easter.
In the shelter of the conscience links are created
between the symbolic function and the relationship: the ability to
interpret reality beyond the specific facts that go through it is
associated with faith. Thanks to faith it is possible to go beyond the
actual data and the appearance, to accept everything that happens on a
personal level and in the human history, as a sign of the presence of
love that acts beyond the visible. Then, as Olivier Clément writes: "In
contemplation of nature," but we could add: and contemplation of human
faces and of history- "the intelligent heart becomes ...’shelter of
light’ that reaches the things secret light."
A character from the pen of Sister G.
Gallois, who, under the guise of a comic book, presented the monastic
life in a rich and deep way. G. GALLOIS, La vita del
piccolo san Placido, Gribaudi, Milano 1993, 29.
T. SPIDLIK, Maranatha. La vita dopo la morte, Lipa, Roma
2007, 37.
GREGORIO DI NAZIANZO, Orazione 39, 13.
O. CLÉMENT, I volti dello Spirito, Qiqajon, Bose 2004,
145.
Anna Bissi
Psicoterapeuta
Basilica sant’Andrea
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