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Invoking
the Lord, of course we elevate our eyes to heaven to look beyond all the
space around the earth in an astral vastness. But we know that God is
everywhere and who has come to humanity in the person of the Son. He,
therefore, is especially in us, in who that proposed "increases in his
heart the holy pilgrimage" (Psalm 84.6), to achieve and live in His
presence. He is in us and we in Him, in fact, is within us that the
Kingdom of God comes, inaugurated by the coming of Christ (cf. Mk 1.15).
The inner journey
Hence Augustine, in words full of spiritual wisdom,
urges: Noli foras ire, in te ipsum redi, in interiore homine habitat
Veritas ... Do not go wandering out of you, do not dissipate on the
outside, but comes back to yourself, because it is in you, in your
heart, living the truth, this is where God comes to live, as Jesus
himself said: "If you love me, keep my word and my Father will love him
and come to him and make our home with him"(Jn 14:23).
The teaching of the ancient Fathers, drawing a clear
source of the Gospel, is unanimous in emphasizing the need to cultivate
the interior life, to enter into deep communion with God and not be
tossed here and there by every wind of doctrine (cf. Eph 4, 14).
Far from being a narcissistic attitude of
self-absorption, this descent into the depths of the heart is the way
through rugged valleys and arid deserts, opens in the infinite horizon
of transcendence. St. Augustine says: Yes, if you go down on yourself,
you are in a world full of turmoil and unrest, don’t stand up
immediately, but still go down in your footsteps, where it is He who is
Truth and Peace, you will transcend yourself and be introduced into the
ocean of love, so you will not longer live for yourself but for God, by
becoming a contributor to his plan of universal salvation.
The first step in the spiritual path is, therefore,
as Jesus taught, enter into the "inner cell" to find God in the secret
heart (cf. Mt 6:6). But - as Dag Hammarskjöld said - "the inner journey
is the longest journey" and very difficult, being threatened on the
outside and inside, by others and ourselves, it is necessary to equip
properly to carry out.
The martyrdom of conscience
First, we have to dress with silence to defend
ourselves from so many noises that distract us from hearing the Holy
Spirit that prays in us and makes us humble and obedient.
The Prologue of the Rule of St.
Benedict begins with the biblical admonition: "Listen, son ..." (V. 1).
The Father of Western monasticism, ordered as a prerequisite for an
authentic Christian life, the attitude of listening and
reception is possible only to those who are silent. We are
facing a fundamental requirement for all Christians, but essential for
those who want to live a life totally consecrated to the Lord.
We live in an age of maximum communication, now it is
believed that the person may be made only if communicates in the "global
village": all the world has already arrived to your fingertips in
seconds, virtually. This need for communication is undoubtedly good, but
if it becomes totalizing / absolute to the point of losing the dimension
of inner silence and then serious damage comes to the person, which
disperses and breaks in exteriority. The word almost inevitably ends in
a chat with a frantic search for the sensational, even at the expense of
the truth that remains hidden.
In this sense, the religious life offers an example
among people who have lost the Christian meaning of life. Those who have
chosen to follow Jesus more closely should be even more involved in the
preservation of genuine human values, so that, living in a society often
are denied, must have the courage to go against and they don’t choose
the easiest way of injustice and superficiality. This involves the daily
martyrdom of conscience.
When the worldly man, in his pride, always speaks of
himself and can’t be silent because he doesn’t want to put anyone before
him, the disciples of Jesus are still shedding the desire for
self-assertion and become the center of interest, to be open to listen
to God and neighbor. Only the path of humility, self-forgetfulness, send
him to the promised land of silence where the heart is sinking in the
adoration of the mystery of God and is able to recognize in the faces of
the brothers and sisters, the poor, those who suffer in the face of
every man, though marred by poverty.
Conversion Process
This journey of liberation from the tyranny of
"self", for that matter, is the same path of conversion to what we are
called every day. It is not so much to make efforts to become humble and
silent, but rather to humbly ask the Lord to be present in our lives to
bring us to worship reverently and to awaken in our mind's attention to
Him and in Him, in each person and each event. The true silence, which
is full of humility and love, is therefore a gift of grace and grown
with the help of grace. The true knowledge of God doesn’t come with the
intelligence - due to the reasoning and thinking - but with the heart,
through the intuition of love that he gives us.
To enter into communion with God, we open the ear of
the heart. Precisely for this our fathers in the faith were all "in
love" with the Word. Of this word - that is Jesus Christ himself - the
psalmist sings with passionate accents its excellent qualities: the word
is true, faithful, stable, irrevocable, wonderful, is a shield for
protection, food, sweetness, is the source of life, light , joy,
comfort, peace and eternal joy.
God addresses the word! Blessed is who knows how to
listen and appreciate in his heart to donate it to grow and bear fruit
for eternal life.
All are called to live this beatitude that, already,
was experienced by our ancestors of the first covenant, and now
culminates in the hearing of the Word made flesh: "In many and various
ways God spoke of in the past to our ancestors through the prophets, in
these last days spoken unto us by a Son "(Heb 1.1).
For us believers, to listen is, therefore, to meet
with love whom is here and he speaks with us because he wants to have a
permanent home into us and to live in communion with him in the fullest
sense, as a Eucharistic people.
The Virgin Mary gives us an unsurpassable model.
The, in fact, is the Virgin of silence and listening,
who received the Word of God, conceived and gave birth ... Silence and
humility were in Mary's root and stem that flourished in the listening /
obedience, and then the Word of Life, Jesus. Looking at it, we can learn
to listen obediently, the humble and prayerful silence. At her school,
we become true disciples of Jesus, the Word of God. Jesus himself
proclaimed: "He raised his voice a woman in the crowd and said: "Blessed
is the womb that bore you and the breasts that you sucked! ". But he
said: "Blessed are those who hear the Word of God and keep it "(Lk
11:27-28). On another occasion, Jesus went on to say that his mother and
brothers are those who hear the word of God and put into practice (cf.
Lk 8:21, Mk 3.31 to 35).
Risk of deception and ambiguity
No doubt, therefore, that the Word is the daily
bread, the basic element of training to spiritual life and communion
with God. Every Christian can obtain this bread to grow internally. As
the Apostle says, we must remain in the Word, breathe on it, based on
it. And his effectiveness is safer and stronger when this Word becomes a
sacred event in the liturgy. Celebrating the mystery of Christ, our life
is involved in such a way that will become the place of his living
and his saving action. Transformed in Him, we too become sacred text,
word of life for our brothers, even in silence, simply because we are
living icons.
This tour of the inner life is not just, as I said,
exhausting because of our human frailty, but is also full of traps.
There is always the risk of illusion and ambiguity, by the wicked sower,
who works in secret to hinder our listening to the Lord and he suggests
in us his speeches cunning. Then the confusion may arise between the
Word of God with its true meaning and our subjective interpretation
suggested by the perverse logic of evil.
For our hearing does not suffer damage from the
interference of the liar, you must be alert and pray that the word
itself becomes a prayer in our hearts and that the humble and confident
prayer may be as our own breath. Then the mystical union with Him will
realize, with Him who is our life and we can say with the Apostle, "is
not I who live, but Christ lives in me" (cf. Gal 2.20; Phil1: 21;
Col 2:17).
Anna Maria Canopi osb
Madre Badessa dell’Abbazia Benedettina "Mater Ecclesiae"
28016 Isola San Giulio - Orta (Novara)
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